That's how I've felt lately. Just....blah. It all started about 3 weeks ago when I realized that I had run out of reagents I needed to finish the work I was busting my ass to finish.
And all the air rushed out of my balloon. And then I moped around for a bit. I tried to figure out what to do. I waited for my trip to Chicago to see my brother. I moped around Chicago for a bit. I had a terribly non-productive date (can dates BE non-productive???) while there. My whole life seemed to be turning into this big...MEH.
D was in desperate need of getting her groove back.
And I only just got my mojo back this week. Tuesday, in fact. I don't know what happened, but I managed to drag myself to the gym and after that was my meeting, and suddenly, I felt like I could at least approach the horse again.
So I made a decision to spend what I had to spend, get the damn internet back so I wasn't playing Howard Hughes anymore, and get my life and career back.
And so, that is how I came to be in the lab on a Thursday evening of a holiday. It was a beautiful day today. At least I took my time getting here today.
Next Tuesday, I have so much to catch you up on.